You have showered happiness and blossomed love from the moment our eyes crossed to the moment our eyes close. No mortal on earth can replace you for you have showed me the true meaning of life if I have never seen the power you possess I would never have found true love. If we were not meant to meet then surely I was not meant to love. If ever you have to leave my side the remains and pieces of my shattered heart will turn to dust and every evidence to prove my existence will vanish and now you have said the last goodbye for you have given meaning to all….

Perfect imperfections, life is not for ever, because life leads to death, and every soul with taste it, and soon we all will I bet…

Love is stepping stones to pain but death is the foundation and everlasting thrill…

Death is a gift, one painful at receiving…

I’m not an atheists buts is so hard believing,

I’m not afraid of death, I’m scared of losing people, I wish I hated the world and everyone in it, that way everyone could die and I wouldn’t have to feel it…

I’m scared of being alone, the world may have a nation, but what’s the point when it is deprived of the best creations…

This is the point that I can’t go on, I give up depression has won, there is a pattern of death I hope I’m don’t complete it, I don’t wanna taste death, when I have much pain to leave with…

What’s a home if all the people you love isn’t in it, and what’s the reason for warm tears flowing out to a cold body…?

What is happiness and why do I not fully reap the joy, if the people I love are leaving me…

I wish not to love nor, attach all temporary joy leads to pain, and I never wanna hurt ever again…

We were just a little close, like the petal of a rose, whenever I looked at you I saw her, you were always there for her, and sometimes made her feel better, you reminded me of her, cause in you I could see her..

But those memories are dead, she had died and took you with…

Now I am alone, nothing that I own, will remind of me all that I had!

I know your time came, and know things won’t be the same, I know you’ll want me to be strong, is hating death entirely wrong, I wish in. Turn next, I can’t bear to lose another, its bad to wish on death but it’s better that getting left my heart stands full of emptiness!

If death were a game I would never play and if, if love was an option I would rather have that pain, that the brittleness of losing people over and over again!

I give up on love…

 

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