Maybe I do want you to screw up… and walk away when we both had enough, but for right now; this moment, this time. I promise to love you like I’m yours and you’re mine, I try to see the future together but I’m not sure if we can make it to forever. I don’t know why, but I’m always so negative and seem so rejective… because I know you try, because when you hurt I cry… you got to look in front to know what’s up ahead, I want to chance with you, live for now and make it count. What if there isn’t an “us” in the time to come, let’s give now meaning, arm to arm. You don’t dream but I do, in my best dreams I dream of you. I’m still in the dark but I am not trying to see the light even you work so hard. I guess love changes the plan, I mean look how things happen. Like talking to a stranger, well aware of the danger but I do it anyway, cause you listen to what I say. I close my eyes so you don’t the tears, I always smile so you don’t know my fears, or maybe you do but you waiting for me to tell you. We did it more than once I gave it another chance. It’s like there is more to say but we don’t know the way. I try to push you away, you neither go nor stay. Why does it seem like my dreams are on a journey that goes nowhere, my dreams seem so filled but you’re not there. I’m singing a song I don’t know the words to, I’m dressed as a solider but I don’t know what to do, I’m fighting a war I am destined to lose, are we going to fast, have we forgotten the past, it might have not had pain, but isn’t love a building game, we all know it by its name. The guts to shoot, right now my hearts on mute. When does life make sense and confusion is past tense, how I can move on for if I lose who won. This is where I don’t say what I want to say so badly, my last note to this shattered soul who failed without a goal. Worry flecks the eye as each day goes by. It’s like the wind made you a part of my life, I didn’t see it but I felt it and now you are here. I want you to stay but I ask you not to, I want to give in but I try not to. I’m using my heart for two loving me and loving you. I know dreams don’t always come true but I still dream. I keep dreaming till the day comes that I stop breathing. And I would take on the world for all it’s put you through. Like gold in a mine like whispers to the blind. Like a shadow in the dark like a punch without a mark. I can’t remember the whole start, but please don’t break my heart, I fear that you will but I’m in love with you still. Like a school crush, I’m wasting time you’re in a rush… you want to move faster you think we running out of time. But let’s take it slow together we will get through, till one of us back down, I don’t want to lose you but maybe I do. Maybe that’s the plan, maybe I was never supposed to. I’m in trouble cause we different but we are a couple. Trap me when you do, kiss me if it’s true, hold me close to you and don’t let go until I ask you to. One road with two ends, a crazy heart race, I will only cross the finish line if destiny is mine. Lean over and look me in the eye, from many other girls “me” why?
I can never care enough so I just keep caring, like my heart keeps beating, what more to do with the time that we have… you don’t have to try to win me because you already did, I just don’t want to regret and I don’t want to forget, but enough about me this time it’s about you.